Wednesday, July 07, 2010

The Waiting

Well, it's Wednesday and I'm still no closer to knowing what's going on than I was on Monday. I went in to the ob's office yesterday for a second blood draw and they called me with the results today. My hormone level has gone up, but not nearly to the level it should have. This means I get to go in AGAIN for another blood draw tomorrow to check if the hormone level is still rising, and also to check my progesterone, I think she said.

So, in addition to not knowing if I'm really going to have another baby or not, I'm going to end up looking like a junkie from all the holes in my arm. Great.

Stress like this is physically exhausting. I don't have the energy to do anything, and I wish I could just lie in bed and sleep all day. The cruelest part is that of course once 10pm rolls around I am wide awake. I didn't get to sleep until almost six am last night! I just wish I could know already, so I could know whether to be happy or sad and just get it over with. I hate drawing things out like this, it's not good for my anxiety levels.

ARGH.

7 Comments:

Blogger Felicia said...

Ah I'm keeping you in my prayers...hope everything works out and that you get some sleep.

1:29 PM  
Blogger Samara Link said...

Not knowing must be hard. It leaves too much opportunity for your mind to wander. Keep us posted!

2:32 PM  
Blogger Lindsay Teague Moreno said...

The same EXACT thing happened to me with the twins. I had to keep going in for more blood draws and no answers until a week later. I feel your pain. Then, they told me
I was pregnant with two. Hopefully you're just rockin one healthy baby in there!!!!

8:32 PM  
Blogger mademoisellechitchat said...

You've got to take DEEP breaths and let go/let GOD.

8:00 AM  
OpenID queenofquirky.com said...

Thinking of you!

12:16 PM  
Blogger AZAnjanette said...

where is your faith woman? get the beads out and say some prayers.

I hope all is well...just remember...whatever it is has already been written by the man himself.

Peace out!

4:17 PM  
Blogger Katy said...

Hope you have an answer soon!!! But, if not, that's GREAT that you can hide being a junky. Nice stress relief there. (I kid, I kid.)

6:45 AM  

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