Wednesday, July 07, 2010
Well, it's Wednesday and I'm still no closer to knowing what's going on than I was on Monday. I went in to the ob's office yesterday for a second blood draw and they called me with the results today. My hormone level has gone up, but not nearly to the level it should have. This means I get to go in AGAIN for another blood draw tomorrow to check if the hormone level is still rising, and also to check my progesterone, I think she said.
So, in addition to not knowing if I'm really going to have another baby or not, I'm going to end up looking like a junkie from all the holes in my arm. Great.
Stress like this is physically exhausting. I don't have the energy to do anything, and I wish I could just lie in bed and sleep all day. The cruelest part is that of course once 10pm rolls around I am wide awake. I didn't get to sleep until almost six am last night! I just wish I could know already, so I could know whether to be happy or sad and just get it over with. I hate drawing things out like this, it's not good for my anxiety levels.
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